i've been inspired to blog again! by someone's, er, beau (if you could call him that). reading his posts made me more critical of my own as well as thinking about a ton of stuff which i never seem to be willing to confront. i guess this is the part where i bury my old self and my mask and start over.
technically this is the sort of New Year's resolution which i never believed in and would have procrastinated if i did have one. new term at school coming up too. so i think its time i uprooted everything that's holding me down and to cut off ties which have a bad affect on me.
what we could have been, 2:38 am.